Home decor

so as most of you know, i am a bit OBSESSED with decorating my home/apt. i absolutely love it. i would do SO much more if it was my for sure home and if i knew i'd be living in the same home for more than a year. i constantly have these immages of curtains for the windows and bath tub i need to sew,  couch covers to make cause to be honest, these blue couches we have are completely throwin off the whole color sceme to the place... i may need to do somethin bout that. but anyways, i was at the dollar store just browsin and i found these wall stickers that i thought were so cute. easy to put on, and easy to remove. so its not like i bought $12 of them or anything. ;) and i just have to show you guys cause i think they can turn a blah wall into a cute wall :)

as of lately...

not a whole lot has been going on over here. Last week Caleb came into school to help me get off what they call "the naughty list" its really not as bad as it sounds. ha but he let me do a pedicure,(which he let me paint his toenails lime green. i love the practice.) manicure, and a facial on him. he didnt really love it but hey. im now off the "naughty list" haha so today i enjoyed a pedicure myself! its only my 2nd ive ever had and i remember why i dont get them that often and its simply because im so tickelish that every time they touch my foot i end up in the chair next to mine. its really that bad. im not exagerating. haha and afterwards i got my hair re died. and its a bit more blonde than i was thinkin it'd be but it is what it is. and speakin of my hair....my healthy scalp has now gone bad. haha long story short, my friend put the bleach on my scalp as she was foiling and at the time it wasnt burning or anything. so then you know, i get all pretty with a head full of foils, sit under that hot and sweaty dryer, then head to the sink to where they put toner on my hair....baaad idea. for me...today. for some reason immediately when they put the toner on my hair, my scalp started burning...like on fire burning...i was able to stand it so i didnt end up with yellow hair but boy it really was burning. anyways...she styles my hair and i really for the most part really like it, its just a bit blonde. i go throughout my day and i keep kinda lookin at it through the mirror and playin with it and as im playin with it i feel these bumps all over my head. so i have my friend bexy take  a look and then mr. evans and ryan take a look and sure enough...my head burnt so bad i have blisters covering my whole scalp. sick i know, but it just shows how powerful these chemicals are that we use! ohhh the joys of hair school...after all these bad experiences with my hair you'd think i'd stop but i just cant do with my natural color. anyways. moving on. 

Memorial day weekend! super rainy but so nice. work was closed monday which was the best. we FINALLY had a day to do whatever we wanted! not school, work, church (bad i know) but it was nice knowing that we didnt have to go anywhere! so me and caleb went and saw "what to expect when your expecting" and when that movie got over, we got right back in line to buy more movie tickets to see "the hunger games" haha two movies right in a row. seriously my and caleb could watch movies allll day long and be 100% content. both movies were great. loved them both. :) and now for me its a new week. cant WAIT for the 4th of july weekend because thn. until next time!ats when i dont have to go to school for 2 days. its gonna be a nice break for sure. anywho. hopefully your guys' week will be fantastic and hopefully i get my scalp back to normal ;)

his toes are still lime green.

oh yeah. and i FINALLY filled this picture frame. its been sittin on my microwave with no pictures in it for who knows how long. haha so, i finally stuck some in there, added a bow and some tool for it to sit on and wabam! done.

congrats to my sister!

My sister Shandell graduated!! SO proud of her. she's been through a rocky high school time so she switched to Central High and now she is graduated! one year early too! so proud of her. she's worked so hard to get here. love her to death!!

the whole gang

sister and Kendal

Love you! Congrats!!

Picnic at Beaver Dick :)

:) Todays been great! We slept in, and then later this afternoon Caleb wanted to take me to Beaver Dick to have a picnic to celebrate that i only missed one on my test in school last friday which is huge. ha so of coarse i agreed because i absolutely LOVE picnics. The weather was perfect! once we were done eating we were just layin there lookin up at the blue sky, watchin the birds fly over us while they were chirping and i couldnt help but think how lucky i really am. i often find myself dwelling on the negative when i really shouldnt because i have so much in life. Its nice to have days like these to clear my head, and spend some time with caleb. anyways, here are a few pictures from our little picnic :)

Love this boy with my whole heart <3

lately

Here's whats been going down lately. For caleb, all he's done is work his little hiney off. he works like 6 days a week. We are trying to get money for him to get through some school. he's gettin pretty tired of it but he doesnt hate it either. hes such a trooper. as for me....bit of a different story. and i know i get on here and complain about my life but i seriously feel like i have been stuck in life and its just not getting better. im hit with bad news...and as soon as im getting over it im hit with more bad news...so...ill just vent my little heart out for a minute...i dont blame you if you stop reading. do whatever. ha anyways. first off, i got sick like a month ago...and thats when the rumors of me being prego came about. which really ticked me off because that is nobodys business. who asks people if their pregnant? kinda rude i think. anyways. I missed like 6 days of school which is a big no no. i went to the doctor...they drew some blood...everythings normal...after two weeks or so i finally started feeling somewhat back to normal. but then about 2 times a week it'd hit me again and its still continuing. i havent been able to keep much food down and i have to be so careful of what i eat or i will pay for it later at school. sorry bout the tmi. but because of this i have lost 9 pounds. which im not at all comlaining about but this isnt normal for me. anybody that truely knows me knows that i really struggle with losing weight...in fact...im one that eats an apple and gains 3 pounds. so losing 9 pounds in the last month is crazy. so i now think i have linked some of it to my stress and anxiety. any suggestions on my weird bug let me know. and then for school....im gonna flat out say it. i hate school. i love cutting hair...but i hate school. it is hard. i usually have a good breakdown at least twice a week. at school we have 4 grades. theory, attendance, services, personal. and i was a bit nervous about being pulled aside because i knew that my tests have struggled from the very begining. always have struggled with them. but when i was pulled aside i was getting A's in all three but theory, which is the tests. and that one was a big fat F. go figure. but because of this i lost my grant for school. yep. all $5,800 of it. and if i fail this quarter of tests im kicked out of school. not gonna lie...i lost it..at school. seriously? why cant i be smart enough to even just get by. and if i dont get through beauty school then theres not a lot of hope for schooling for me. so guys. pray i can beat the quarter and that somehow i can win the lottery or somethin to help me pay for my school. Its so unbelievably frustrating. and now to my jaw. i learned a while ago that i have TMJ in my jaw. long story short, it pops and locks EVERY single time i open my mouth. ive tried everything they told me to do to help it and nothing has helped. no money for surgery for it. so i deal with it. so if you wonder why i opened my mouth to stuff in my sandwich and wondered why half of it was left on my face?...well, now you know why...its bcause it wont open big enough to get it in. Its now becoming painful and super frustrating. quick story...i was at the doctors and they were lookin in my throat. The doc said "open big", i open up and he's got his little light thingy, he kinda pauses and looks at me and says, "open REAL big" and i couldnt help but laugh because i told him i had TMJ and that its as far as my jaw will allow me to open my mouth. and all he said was " well, i cant really see in there, and i guess if your throat isnt bugging you we'll just move on" haha its funny now that i look back but yet so annoying. here's another. My brother and sister in law are in DC area and Caleb, his mom, sister and her husband are going to visit them and their new baby in august. and guess whos in school and doesnt get to go. ME. so frustrated. i would absolutelt LOVE to go to DC especially with my husband. when else would i go there...probably never. AND Caleb will then have riden a plane and i will have NOT. i always thought we would take a plane ride for the first time together and now thats out of the picture. im so happy for them to go but it seriously blows that i cant miss more school and wont be able to. and now onto work. just adds more to my life that i wish i didnt have right now. school full time and work part time is pushing me to my limits. i think i just need a break. a time to collect myself, and spend some time with Caleb. ok...those are the biggest things. now im done venting. onto happy things. im greatful for my mom who is always willing to let me talk on the phone with her and vent to her. im greatful for the schooling i have even though its hard sometimes. im greatful for the job i have and the income i get from it. im greatful for my dog Libbie that makes me laugh every single day because of her querky personality. im happy that its becoming warm and sunny outside because it sure does put me in a better mood. im greatful for the old ladies who sit in my chair at school and talk your ear off. and most importantly, im so thankful for Caleb. He has been there for me a 110% . He's so supportive and makes me laugh which helps me so much. Now to make me extra happy would to go camping or something. ive been itchin to go! anyways. sorry bout my complaining. i promise my next post will be a good one.

Mother's Day

Happy mothers day to the best mom in theee whooole world. I want to be JUST like her someday. Thanks for absolutely everything! sure do love you!!

peerless

this last weekend was the peerless show for school. i went with 4 other girls. we left saturday right after school and didnt get back till monday night. the show was both sunday and monday. there were tons of booths different shows and lots of true gay guys. ya know, the ones that wore mini skirts and gold makup and have pink toenails. i bought me some sexy hair products which i am IN LOVE with. theyre probly my favorite. we stayed at a super 8, went swimmin both nights we were there, we went shopping, ate out, went cruizin and dancin, and almost hit 2 deers (in the middle of SLC...what the..right?) that about sums up the trip. even though it was only for a weekend, i was suuure glad to be HOME. and back to my sweet husband whom i missed oh so much. anywho...heres a few pictchas!

i liked the sexy hair show. and the one chick had such a cute outfit.

A little alchohol makes trina real happy!

haha i love Steph.

my scissor tattoo that lasted a grand total of a day.

get chalk in our hair.

im a supporter! for a couple days anyways...

me, trina,bexy, michelle, and steph and the Retro show.