Saturday, January 28, 2012

hard times

oh how i have  been lacking on my blogging! sorry world! but to be honest not a lot has happened. just school and work. as for me, i have been for the most part loving school. i got real lucky with the girls in my class and we have been just moving right along! its getting scary how fast its going and how much i have learned in just these short 3 weeks. i know how to do perms and coloring and cutting hair and then manicures and scalp treatments and then next week we are doing pedicures, waxing,  and facials and im sure they will find time to throw something else in there. Today i got to highlight a girls hair which turned out sooo adorable! she looked awesome! and then i went and did a manicure on this other cute girl. its truely kind of scary knowing that i am completely held responsible for these people. mixing up the right amounts and right numbers of things and using this and that and all sorts of stuff. its real fun though. i love it. and also, i said earlier that i got lucky with the girls in my class. 5 out of 11 of us went to applebees the other night and im not EVEN kidding you that that is they very first time that i have EVER hung out with just girls. kinda weird but it was fun! they are so not dramatic thank goodness. i think thats why we all get along so well. The whole downside of school is that i have cried myself to sleep  many nights because i never ever get to see my husband anymore which i miss terribly. our schedules clash so much so the only time i really get to see him is during my lunch break and that is if he isnt at school. so it has truely been hard for me to adjust to that. i have a hard time waking caleb in the morning to tell him im off for the day and its just a kiss and a hug and then im gone. it honestly breaks my heart. yah go ahead and say im a baby! i'll admit i am! ha its not easy for me to do. anyways, and for caleb, he honestly is just struggling through school so bad. and because of his past he pretty much just got kicked out of school. and it doesnt help that his stomach has been giving him so much trouble that he has lost like 10 pounds in a week. he's so sick and it just breaks my heart to see. if your reading this dont tell him that i just told the world. but its the truth and thats whats been going on! stress has overtaken us and we have been just taking it one day at a time. thats all you can do, right?

4 comments:

  1. All you can do is be strong for one another. I feel like I NEVER see my husband but you just have to be strong and cherish every moment you get with each other. You have your health and that is all that matters. Finding time to see each other is the exciting part. Always love each other and be there NO matter what. It will be worth it at the end, even though the end seems so far away, keep the ultimate goal in the end in mind:] You will get through this rough time, I promise.
    <3 you!

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  2. thanks so much :) your so sweet! <3 you too :)

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  3. you will get though it trust me!!! every winter its the same with me i will honestly go three days without seeing zak:( not even a good morning or good night kiss! BUT those days you do get to see and spend time is always so much fun!!! take one day at a time and when its over you'll look back and it will have gone by fast!

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  4. it's hard. Me and my hubby just got married and we're moving and he has to move down to Vegas before me. It's hard. we'll have to be away from each other for a month! all he has is his phone and he'll be working 12-16 hours down there and he has doesn't have skype or anything :( so this month i'm just trying to spend as much time with him before he leaves. I'm terrified but i know it'll be worth it in the end. we'll be making 5 times the amount we are here and super excited but it's just rough having this transition. Just think of how much better you guys will be in the end. When you have a hair stylist job (and dang! they can make bank!) it'll be worth it. Just keep thinking that and it'll be good! good luck to you guys!

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