ohhhh life

stressed? very much so thanks for asking. why? i have 10 main reasons why...
1. school. i have been made fun of to my face twice now and i have not been rude to one person there. it is getting harder and harder each and every day. putting in over 40 hours a week of school and about 10 to 13 hours a week of work is getting hard. total about 55 hours of non stop work.
2. caleb now has to get another colonoscopy to hopefully figure out his stomach. he's been so sick lately. the poor guy has lost 12 pounds in 1 week.
3. money. now that im in school i cut my shifts from 5 nights a week to 2 times a week and im only waitressing once every two weeks. caleb also took off 1 shift a week for school also. so total 4 shifts a week and our checks are gettin low. thank goodness we have free rent right now or we'd be on the streets.
4. caleb is now not in school because of all  his medical attention. so once again he'll be starting over with school.
5. my grandpa found out he has a tumor in his pancreas and has been in and out of the hospital for the past month. he has about 6 months to live, so funeral will be held in the near future.
6. i dont have money to get my eyes checked and all i am asking for is to be able to see without squinting.
7.our car needs a new timing belt and break pads and to get serviced again which is about oh idk $700.
8. i keep getting charged each month for proactiv so we're in the process of doing all the bank stuff to stop it.
9.my right eye has been twitching for the past 4 days straight and people keep asking why i keep winking at them when i really cant help it. its really starting to tick me off.
10. and to top it all off im comin down with a cold and feel like poop.

i swear i feel like this list could go on and on. as of right now i feel like nothing good has happened lately. i just have to look at the little things that make me happy and build my confidence off of that. hopefully this week will be a good one and that we can find answers to calebs stomach problems and that school goes smoothly. and hopefully you guys have a good week too!